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  Contents

  Acknowledgements

  One

  Two

  Three

  Four

  Five

  Six

  Seven

  Eight

  Nine

  Ten

  Eleven

  Twelve

  Thirteen

  Fourteen

  Fifteen

  Sixteen

  Seventeen

  Eighteen

  Nineteen

  Twenty

  Twenty-one

  Twenty-two

  Twenty-three

  Twenty-four

  Twenty-five

  Twenty-six

  Twenty-seven

  Twenty-eight

  Twenty-nine

  Thirty

  Thirty-one

  Thirty-two

  Thirty-three

  Thirty-four

  Thirty-five

  Thirty-six

  Thirty-seven

  Thirty-eight

  Thirty-nine

  Forty

  Forty-one

  Forty-two

  Forty-three

  Forty-four

  Forty-five

  Forty-six

  Forty-seven

  Forty-eight

  Forty-nine

  Fifty

  Fifty-one

  Fifty-two

  Fifty-three

  Fifty-four

  Fifty-five

  Fifty-six

  Fifty-seven

  Fifty-eight

  Fifty-nine

  Sixty

  Author’s Afterword

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  Acknowledgements

  I’d like to say a massive ‘THANK YOU’ to Nicki for her constant encouragement during the writing of this book and Kirstii, Sophie, Xenia, and Nathan for putting up with my grumpy writer moments. Thanks should also go to a multitude of other people who have encouraged and, when it was due, critiqued my writing over the years. I can’t possibly list all of them here, but they know who they are.

  In addition, special thanks to Stitched Smile Publications and its wonderful staff for believing in my dream and for putting so much work into the final, finished story without whom I doubt it would have ever come back from the dead.

  Dedication.

  For my beautiful wife, Nicki

  and our wonderful kids,

  Kirstii, Sophie, Xenia, and Nathan.

  And for all those who found eternal peace at sea.

  One

  The rich aromatic smoke formed a heavy veil obscuring the features of the two rough-looking men sitting opposite Patrick McGowan. He shifted slightly in his seat, taking one last glance at the cards in his hand before placing them face down on the curiously stained and deeply scratched table. Lady Luck had favoured him this night, and he sensed he was about to overstay his welcome in the Belvedere Arms.

  A small lamp hanging above the table cast shadows across Patrick’s only remaining opponent, a wizened old sailor, whose facial features gave him the gnarled appearance of an ancient wizard. He leant forward saying, “Okay, Belfast Boy, let’s see what thee has.” His voice was deep and harsh, the words creaking like an old schooner’s rigging.

  “I’m from Dublin,” Patrick replied coldly, flipping his cards over and fanning them out in one smooth motion to reveal four jaded kings. “And I’m not a boy!”

  An awkward hush descended across the room. It started with the small group huddling around their table, and like ripples on a pool after a stone is cast into its depths, spread outwards through the squalid dockside pub. The wizened old sailor remained hunched forward, looking down at the cards laid out before him as if unable to trust his tired, old eyes. Then, twitching his tobacco-stained moustache, he threw back his head to emit a deep roar of laughter, his deep-set eyes sparkling as they caught the light of the gas lamp overhead. His laughter immediately defused the tension in the room as people returned to their own private conversations. Throwing his cards down to reveal a pair of aces, he watched as Patrick gathered his winnings.

  “You’re a bloody good liar, Belfast.” Waving away Patrick’s attempt to correct him, the sailor continued, “and I’ll wager, thee’s in town to gain passage to the land of opportunity in search of your fortune?” Fixing Patrick with an inquiring stare, which made the younger man feel uncomfortable, the weather-beaten sailor searched Patrick’s face for answers. After a short while, the sailor leant back in his chair, obviously content with his findings, and uttered, “and I fancy you’ll find it, too.”

  Patrick nodded respectfully to the man, aware this might be his opening gambit in an attempt to win back his money. Taking care not to give too much away, he replied, “Indeed, it is true that I plan to travel to America and the point of that endeavour is always to be seeking a fortune. But you knowing these facts hardly qualifies you as a mind reader. We are in Southampton the night before a ship sails for New York, and I’ll warrant she’ll be full of immigrants.” Patrick flashed the old sailor a warm smile. “If you hanker after a chance to refill your pockets, old man, then you’ll have to engage me better than with a cheap trick and lame flattery.”

  Patrick got to his feet and was busy stuffing the meager collection of coins that constituted his winnings into his pockets. As he bade his host a good day and was turning to leave, the old man’s voice boomed across the crowded bar.

  “I have no wish to play any more games with you. I can ill-afford to lose any more money. If you doubt this then you have never met my missus.” The sailor joined in with the laughter around the table.

  Smiling, Patrick replied, “Then we have ended our business, and I shall be on my way.” Walking through the smoke-filled pub he was aware of his vulnerability as an outsider in the roughest part of a strange town. An outsider who had some of their hard-earned wages weighing down his pockets. He was of the opinion people do not take well to losing money, especially to a stranger.

  “Hold your horses there, Belfast,” the old sailor’s voice carried over the general chatter and commotion present in the run-down pub. “I like ya. Think ya ‘ave balls. I got a little present for thee to take with ya.” Patrick stopped. He was aware it might just be a simple ploy to stop him from leaving the pub so the sailor’s cronies could steal his winnings, or worse, give them time to arrange an ambush in one of the many narrow lanes or dark alleyways riddling the dockside slums. But Patrick was curious, and curiosity didn’t always kill the cat.

  Turning to face his would-be benefactor, Patrick quickly scanned the crowded bar looking for potential threats. “Why would you want to give me a present? We only met but a few hours ago, and if truth be known, you’ve already given me so much.” He tapped his bulging pockets, smiling broadly as he did so. The assembled locals joined in with his mirth, a few shouted comments lambasting the card players still gathered around the table.

  Raising his hands as if to protect himself from the barbed comments, the old sailor was again laughing, “You see, Belfast, you’ve a sharp wit and I daresay a sharper tongue when there is a need. There’s nay many walks in ‘ere take our chink and ‘ave the guts to play the wag.” Motioning for Patrick to re-take his seat, he continued, “Yesterday fortune sailed my ship, much to the misfortune of a naive young mariner just docked from journeyin
g Africa’s eastern coast. He’d with him a rare treat that I fancy will serve you well in your pursuit of happiness and wealth.” He shrugged theatrically, adding, “And one my good lady wife would not tolerate in our ‘ouse.” Again, there was general merriment around the table as he shared what had obviously become a private joke.

  Patrick was finding himself becoming more intrigued the longer the conversation continued but was mindful of the man’s need to tell his story. Besides, he wasn’t in a position to force the issue despite the apparent general good humour of both the old sailor and the pub’s other regular patrons. A word out of line on his behalf would alter the situation, and not in a good way. Satisfying himself he was in no direct danger for the present, Patrick remained seated as he glanced around the room, alert to possible threats. It was getting late. Patrick noted many of the men had drunk to excess, and as a result, the pub had a raucous atmosphere making normal conversation almost impossible.

  The sailor continued with his story, his voice booming across the table. “Fact is, the rarity of his stake matched the rarity of his skill, and so, I now have his exceptional treat; something he surprisingly didn’t seem too disheartened by.” He fixed Patrick with a quizzical stare and continued, “At the time it seemed a fair conclusion to our evenin’ but with the harsh light of day, and a sober mind, I ain’t so favourably disposed to the notion. However, I’m sure a man of your talents will see the potential of what this opportunity offers.”

  Patrick felt the time had come for him to press the sailor for a few details, but as he began to speak, the old sailor’s thunderous voice drowned him out, shouting instructions to the innkeeper. Before Patrick could even draw breath, let alone make himself heard above the general clamour that followed the sailor’s gruff order, a large wicker basket, its top secured by a thick leather thong, was placed on the table in front of him.

  Two

  Esme Jackson couldn’t sleep. She’d retired to bed early to be fresh-faced and alert when reporting for duty the following morning. But with the pandemonium from the street revelry below her bedroom window, mixed with her own excitement, she’d found sleep elusive. Tomorrow marked the beginning of her new life, a life full of hopes and dreams. Hope for the future—she’d had precious little the past two years—and dreams of marriage to a wealthy, handsome, but mainly wealthy, young man. Today she was Esme, the wench and occasional good-time girl from the Belvedere Arms; tomorrow she would become Miss Esme Jackson, chambermaid, RMS Titanic.

  Rising from her bed, she crossed to the window and looked down on the narrow, cobbled street below. A group of young men, all so drunk they couldn’t stand without help, were toasting one another and their new lives in America. Smiling, Esme looked skyward. Despite the lateness of the hour, the spring sky retained the dying embers of daylight: a distant glow on the western horizon, and here and there, a star sparkled in the darker sky to the east. Her father started her dreams of travel. He used to sit by her bed at night when she was no more than an infant, recounting tales he’d heard while working the docks. He unloaded ships from the farthest reaches of the Empire but always preferred to talk about the cruise liners sailing back and forth across the Atlantic. He always spoke to her of his dream of a better life in America, a dream he was never destined to fulfill.

  Esme’s father died after a swinging crane struck him while unloading one of his beloved liners. He’d plunged into the sea, trapped in the vicious swirls between the ship and the wharf. When they eventually pulled Esme’s father from the water, he had already drowned. Now, whenever she missed him, Esme would look to the stars shining down on the world’s oceans and imagine him sailing the globe, living out his adventurous stories. Tonight, as she looked out towards the stars and thought about it being the eve of the maiden voyage of the world’s biggest liner, a liner she would be on as it set sail for America, she imagined she could feel her father’s presence.

  “What is it, Esme? What’s going on out there?” Charlotte, Esme’s younger sister sat up in bed, rubbing her eyes.

  “Just some drunken lads, all off to America. It got me thinking about Father and his crazy dreams, but just now they don’t seem so crazy anymore,”

  Esme said, moving to the bed she shared with her sister, perching on the edge.

  Charlotte hugged Esme and whispered, “He’d be right proud of you.” She felt the damp tears on Esme’s cheeks mingling with her own. Breaking away, Esme used the sleeve of her nightgown to gently dab the tears away. She took a deep breath, trying to keep her own emotions from revealing themselves in her voice, then added, “Anyway, it’s about time I had a room to myself, what with you coming and going all hours.”

  Charlotte was going to miss her elder sister who, lately, had become her sole parental figure and closest friend. Following the tragic death of their father, their mother had sought solace in the bottom of a gin bottle and scarcely found time to acknowledge her daughters, let alone care for them or grieve with them. It was Esme who got a little job cleaning cabins after the cruise liner’s passengers disembarked, which was offered by an old drinking partner of their father, either out of kindness or because he had designs on his late friend’s widow. After much hard work, Esme secured a position with the White Star Line to work the Trans-Atlantic crossing. Meanwhile, she also found work as a barmaid at the Belvedere Arms, serving thirsty sailors eager to sup a beer, or a good deal more, with a beautiful young woman.

  “Don’t you be getting too comfy. I’ll be back in a few weeks and might never get a second trip,” Esme told Charlotte. Although the tone of Esme’s voice was light and humorous, Charlotte detected an underlying tension. Esme made no secret of being unhappy at leaving her young sister at home with their gin-soaked mother, or of her own fear of failure. Esme paused for a short while, before adding, “Still don’t seem real.”

  “It’s real alright, the Titanic, your job, everything,” Charlotte replied. Esme could see Charlotte’s eyes twinkling mischievously in the half-light.

  “Why don’t we go down to the docks and sneak ourselves a peek? No one will mind, and she’ll be all lit up pretty.” Charlotte’s enthusiasm caused her words to come out faster and faster the more she spoke, “Please, I can’t sleep anyway, and you’re so excited I ‘spect you’ll never sleep again.”

  Esme laughed aloud and nodded her acceptance of the younger girl’s plan. She sensed somehow, after tonight things would never be the same again, and this moonlit adventure would mark a watershed in their lives.

  “Alright, but we can’t be out too late. We’ll just go down to the docks, have a quick look, and come back. No loitering, it’s no place for a young girl this time of night. Now get dressed quickly!”

  Fifteen minutes later, the two young women walked briskly down the alleyway that ran along the back of their small terraced house, heading towards the main thoroughfare down to the docks. The sky had darkened, and although not cloudless, was clear enough to allow the pale moonlight to illuminate their way, not that they wouldn’t be able to find the route on the darkest of nights; they’d travelled it so often.

  Esme pulled her woollen shawl up over her head before pulling it tight around her shoulders. “It’s a cold night, Lottie. Make sure you stay well wrapped up, I wouldn’t want you catching a chill.”

  “I think you may have much colder nights to look forward to,” said Charlotte as they left the enclosed alley and turned onto the wide cobbled street. Even at this late hour of the evening, the road was busy. Men staggered home after drinking in one of the many dockside pubs, and young couples were out walking, no doubt taking the opportunity to view the unsinkable goliath moored alongside the pier.

  As the sisters walked arm-in-arm past the open ground separating the narrow terraced houses from the large warehouses and shipping offices of the busy commercial dockyard, they noticed a small group of local children gathered around what appeared, in the monochrome moonlight, to be a large bundle of rags. The evening was quiet, and a gentle sea breeze carried the c
hildren’s excited voices to them, bringing with it a refreshingly clean salty tang which prickled their faces. The children, their voices raised and angry, were involved in a disagreement so intense and animated they didn’t notice the sisters who, attracted by the commotion, were now walking towards them; not, that is, until Charlotte hailed them.

  Recognizing a few of the older boys, Charlotte picked on one in particular and shouted, “Billy Cooper! Does your mother know you’re running around making a nuisance of yourself?”

  The boys, unsure who was approaching them, stopped their arguing and faced the women. As if on some unspoken command, they formed a semi-circle between the intruders and the pile of rags, like wild dogs protecting a prized carcass. Billy Cooper looked ready to protest his innocence until he saw Esme, who was by now close enough to fix him with the withering stare she usually reserved for rowdy dock workers or crapulent sailors.

  “We ain’t doing nothing, miss.” Billy Cooper spoke to his well-worn boots, unable to meet the young woman’s stern stare.

  “If that’s so, Master Cooper, then you must be doing something! What causes so much excitement you try hiding it, despite us being no more than ten feet away?” Esme’s voice was calm and authoritative, demanding an answer.

  Billy, a snotty urchin about twelve years old, looked confused. He opened his mouth to answer her but his expression took on a perplexed stare, and after an awkward pause, he shut it again without uttering a sound.

  “Does anyone care to enlighten us?” As Esme’s stare passed to the assembled children, mainly boys close in age to Billy, not one tried to either make eye contact or offer any explanation. After a short while, Esme lifted her long skirt to reveal her booted ankle. “Very well. I shall take a look myself, but if the devil has found work for idle hands, I shall ensure your fathers beat his evil from your souls.”

  She walked around the line of boys carefully avoiding the muddier areas and approached the dark bundle. Her sister followed closely, stepping around the boys’ cordon with exaggerated importance.